Outlaw, you're taking life way too serious . . When you get old (or Older) you can say "F--K!, I only have 10-15 years left! Wotta bummer" . . or . .
F--K! I only have 10-15 Years left! I better make the most of them!
In my case, I've been pretty lucky. 99% of my friends don't shoot straight and I wear Kevlar for the rest, just in case . . I've spent most of my life messing with Race cars in one way or another, and the other 10-12% was spent wasting money on women and whiskey . . .
Kick back, enjoy what you have left . . .
Just sayin'