thanks scooter and harbone66. it feels good to have your support.when i first started rj i did not believe in godand i could argue with well informed, well educated pastors against god and i have had a few really question their faith.i know this to be fact.anyway after my wreck i couldnt get that conversation i had with a god about my granddaughter out of my head. i told him, if your out there give to me what you were going to do to her and after she got the alls good from the docs 9 months later, 1 week after that i was hit on my bike. now that can make you think!!i died twice but im here, im not going to walk but i am.i drank now i dont. and i didnt have anything to do with all the good that was coming my way. i found rj by accident.and this is where i really became interested in god.you scooter and rudy and mr.ed(not the damn horse)all seemed to have faith that was really sincere and you all were honest and all that good ship.and a preacher from kentucky gofastpastor or something like that. i wanted what you all had. some kind of peace in my life.my cousin came to work with us and he is the most patient man i have ever met.job didnt have nothing on him!!i envied him so much i will skip the details but i started believing in god because of you guys(you to bj,mopar1968,todd74 and my good freind in n.c.hotrod1024 and many more on here)my life is still in turmoil but i now have something to beleive in and someone to guide me thru all this mess god!So thanks my friends for showing me there is a better way to live. you to gene russell for saving my life.man them pain pills can make you long winded.lol